Today was Terry's memorial and it really helped me deal with the grief, sadness, anger, guilt, and sense of hopelessness I've felt this past week. Brian put out some photos he found and there were so many of Terry and I, just having a great time, like we always did. Adrienne said this picture epitomizes our relationship- and I agree- we always loved each other and were so happy when we were together (even if we were venting or unhappy or stressed out... somehow we always ended up laughing and smiling).
Terry will be very, very missed and I will never, ever forget him. I hope he knows how much he was loved- it was certainly obvious today at his memorial. There were a lot of people there, I heard a lot of stories, all of them fond, beautiful memories. I'm sure Terry was smiling down on all of us, free from his pain, enjoying us reminisce about our times together.